take me away

We breathe without wondering how...we walk without thinking & we talk without hearing...I spend without limits...I eat without doubt...I dance without worry. & I tend to sing without reason...but if I paid attention to every action from here on out...I would notice the small things that I take for granted today...when something is gone I simply replace it...when things are low we replenish the stock rooms...taking things for granted isn't the way to go..so appreciation for it all..cus one day you may be stripped from it all & then where will you turn...how will you achieve the things that were once a necessity that may not seem as important anymore...I have taken advantage of things because I didn't believe the would be taken away...grab a hold of your life....I don't want to be taken for granted anymore...I would never forgive someone for misusing my kindness...I have been here for him & now its dead...its so dead I can't even cry cus it doesn't even hurt anymore....a good friendship turned sour...& i'll take part of the blame...for wanting what I wanted & not caring what anyone had to say including you...so God did what he believed was best& took me way...take me away from the pain take me away from the hurt take me away from the anger...this is the prayer I prayed a week ago...I asked him to take me away!

this moment

Right here in this very moment...I could cry, I could break down but that's not what's happening...because in this very moment I am free in this very moment I sit humble..& this very moment I am speaking for the first time...this isn't supposed to make sense to you...this is for me..my own personal gain...im finally doing something for me...I spent time worrying about pleasing your heart taking care of your soul...that I turned my back on my own...I neglected it& believed it would heal on its own...I was all for you...but in this very moment im empty...not because of my love lost but because I poured my heart out for it not to be heard...nobody hears my cry...nobody is listening....nobody but God...but baby in this moment im not stuck..im not hurt...in this very moment I am Bree =)